Alive

Alive

Ok so finally I've got some time for myself today. What a week it was till yesterday. Sleeping 2-4 hours a day. We had so many deadlines. Since last post I have gone through term I exams and a final CV deadline besides so many small small presentations and submissions (which anyways are part of life here).

Anyways now that I sit without work here, I get a feeling that I like it when I am busy. Although I am in a state of peace right now, I get a feeling that peace is chaos. I am more vulnerable to falling into the state of chaos when there is peace. And that itself creates a state of chaos. Well a proof can be my own posts before I came here and after I am here :). Atleast I see a huge difference.

Although I am not totally free, with uncertainity in US markets and demise of a major recruiter things definitely are not merry. And out of worry I should get started with Hull right away. But knowing the kind of person I am, I will give myself some slack :)

Well I truly don't have anything to say as of now. In this peace I see deriving chaos and that's all I wanted to write about as I came here. 

The idea was to prove that I am alive.  Thats it. Theres nothing more to it. I am as thoughless as I can be. Maybe thats the biggest transition I have been through. I am mostly thoughtless these days.